Serval years ago,i bought the Eiffel and put it in my schlafzimmer beside a sleepy me as a model of the Fairy Tale,the fictional trip,the dreaming fabulous life,charming person,unrealed life.
For the most essential part of these fictional fabulous fantastic and charming-unrealed creature.Listen!SEX is.Do all the pathetic people considering every daily second that capital S-E-X is do related with moral? that the way for searching the fabulous and charming-unrealed own disposition or nature is really immoral!!??
FUCK IT OFF,FUCK'EM OFF AND ALL!!!!!!
When i was seventeen i could fuck,actually when every fucking single person at that ages could!Could have this capital that YOU dear not to say S-E-X.when i was seventeen i was fucking was fucked all the night and realize what it is what the fucking fabulous and fantastic feeling it is.At the same time it also made me calm down and throw me out of these lust porn world,made me look back on my own character,peculiarity disposition.i have to say that i believe in nothing but me or my own, i DO NOT believe in love,do not believe in goverment or its hooker,do not believe in Buddhism,Jesus christ!! i,I believe in sex especially when i'm in the relationships i've got,i fucking fucked and shoot finally.Maybe it'll last three month or three days i mean the relationship...rather it is an affair and...and and and and and and No apologize NO regrets NO excuse NO sarrow.Silently calmly logically and immorally in many people's thoughts
I lost my pen,twice.Cuz i used to stop the things which going through now then throw it out of my brain finally forgot where my closed-pen is,also,twice,i find it.
YOU could do anything everything,saying pleasant or sickness,seeing ignorant or shallow,i realizing what all of these fucking shit asshole is,every single minute and second i konwing completely.For my own will choose every phrase about away like slide away send away run away leave away PASS AWAY........
Serval days ago,even i forgot what made ne so raged to my twitter,it made me feel like every persons give me a big fuck you!!!!patheticly i say OH YEAH THAT'S IT!!!How passive pathetic.
And yester-fucking-day i refresh my twitter:Fuck off,your little pussy SHIT docility ass-hole,takes your rather mine or somebody else's shooting thing go out!!go away stupidly proundly,get oout of my sight and circle immediately instantly don't leave any regret any wait and any pathetic hesitation you have it by nature,just go leave depature,i can't wait the words coming out of your month or cock,your nasty little peanut cock.
I always in there, wanting and waiting a fabulous tastes ass,do not give a fuck on my desicion and the position i choose,it is a hardship that you cannot imagine,please just look siliently,talk to me in private,i'm ALEX
Lacking money is the fearest god damn shit thing i have ever met in this shity world,and,it's nothing noble about being poor,how definitily correct theory!Recently i wanna give up the tatoo words which about CHAROGNE,even it's really beautiful,actually i prefer:"Fuck'em off"or"Born this way babe gives no one a shit" isn't rude?Friends telling me....
Then i forget or start to throw it out,three books,even though they're inconceivable fabulous,the truth is,unreal and make me downand always stand there every time gives me a fuck suddenly.The novel i write stopped for the month,maybe it'll start again in a sarrow pathetic way.
The fictional life is ,my life,my four-month-truly life,is about something unbreakable,tender and fragile like...i i i don't know what it be or will be,just a real creature that happened to met you in some peculiar place and special time,wrong time.All of these things,people,club,pops,alcohol,will disappear one day especially for me, a person who is fougetful all the time all the life,a single man who is forgetful about his lover...lovers.And now,a single man go through all of it decide to calm down,taste lonely just like his past nineteen years,writing some stories real or unreal,imaginary or truly,when he read half of the book,Heart is a lonely hunter,another person....made him know all of this,all of these was fragile,all of these was pathetic,all of these was GONE,gone with the sound HAHA.
Finally,i have my La tour Effiel,patheticly,lonely
